Sorry

I'm feeling sorry for myself today. So I'm going to whine to you all so that maybe my family won't have to listen to it. Sorry. So Tuesday night I started running a fever (a whopping 102.9 to be exact!) and just generally feeling cruddy. My wonderful mother in law kept my kids over night so I could get some rest and by Wednesday mid morning I was feeling much better. I went and got the two crazies and we came home and hung out till nap time (and I indulged in one too.) I wasn't feeling 100% by any means, but better than I had been. Fever has been coming and going randomly. Felt pretty darn crappy again this morning and had another fever so I decided to call the Dr. and see if they could fix me up...I mean Dh and are supposed to be having a weekend get-a-way starting tomorrow and I don't want to be feeling all icky while we're gone!!!!! So I go to the Dr, they check my pee (I had told them I thought maybe I just had a bad UTI or kidney infection.) Nope, nadda. They said my pee looked good and didn't see anything else they could treat either...um...then why do I feel so crappy and why do I have a fever!?!??!?!? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I just want to cry (which insidently, I've been doing on and off all morning!) So...there ya have it. Sorry ...but thanks if you made it this far. I just want to feel better. And now I shall take a deep breath and try to do a better job of not feeling sorry for myself.